Am i really a racist?

I really hate racism. I always telling people to respect any other races whether they're jews,chinese,indians etc. But since few months back i realised that I've a strong hatred towards indonesians...not indonesians who are working in malaysia(my country) but towards indonesians who are living in indonesia. I never say it openly but deep inside my mind i always consider them as barbarians,stupid and the worst race of human. Is it just a normal hatred or really a racism???